I feel emotionally exhausted and i’m so fed up with it all.

I just feel like people are sick of me being like this now and i’m too boring for anyone to wanna be friends with or love. I don’t think any boy is ever gonna love me or even get close to it. The only person that has ever ‘loved’ me knew me for 2 days and was an idiotic pervert. He has now had a girlfriend for longer than I had my only boyfriend. That just makes me feel fantastic. :/

Why can’t anything ever be simple. I miss feeling like I did last summer….I was such a happy girl. :(